such a loser.

some pplz just dun hv lives

did smthg super stupid. i am now very very guilty.

i always love u, B!

finally got all my wisdom tooth removed....3 yrs after i got the first one extracetd!

this time wasnt as traumatic as the last time. one of the reasons is that this one didnt embed inside the gum, so no surgery is required. second reason is...the dentist is very professional~~~ and i highly recommend this dentist!!!!!!!

feel so happy yay~

gonna get my baby tmr....!!! will see how it goes~

cant believe i forgot Leslie's date of death this yr. sorry, gor gor! i will miss u forever!!!

7 years ago, on Apr 1st, i thought it was a joke. and when i realized that it was true, i was heart broken. and so does last summer when MJ passed away. i cried in the lab in cali.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh. life is?!?!??!?!?!??

it is dringing me crazy.
i think abt it on subway, during class and even when i am working in lab. that's pain taking!!!!!!!!!!! and suffocating...and i mean it literally. everytime i think abt a rejection, i cant breath. it is just too much.
after all these months of this on-going recruiting process, i felt a complete loser now!!!!!!!!!!!!!
helppppp
i need an answer. itz a silient toturing!!!!!

could u plssss shut up.

bitch.

u re the ugliest person in this world.

oh yea....i totally screwed my interview ....... i dunno how i feel rite now... frustrated??! mad at myself??!? sigh..... feel so useless .

i should have prepared more, be more alerted and spontaneous(wtf!??).

anywayz.

jus get a call from someone i met in a club 6 months ago. we didnt even get intimate. we simply chatted for abt an hour? (i dunno) and he calls me????? itz flattering. ahem. i know i sound super cheap by saying i am flattered. bt..... i kinda like him...among all the strangers dat i met in clubs. i am not a clubbing type of person, bt i Do meet lots of guys in club, get chit chat, get cozy, some are more intimate, some are nt...and exchange phone no. afterwards. Most of the time, i got pretty drunk dat i reli dun rmb their faces. and even if i bump into them on the streets, i probably wont recognize them. Most of them do call me back afterwards...bt i dun feel a thing towards them, probably becos i didnt quite rmb wt happened the night before!?? bt for him....though it was kinda dark in the place, and with the light casting a shadow on his face, i rmb him quite well, becos i was sober when i met him!!!!!! hahaha. i was under 21 back then and the alcohol that i had before i went clubbing was already metabolized by the time we met...so i was super sober. (and dat's y i didnt kiss him??? yea, i kiss strangers only when i am drunk) hahah. anyway. i kinda wish i can meet him again...